The meaning of the tears of emotion in the lyrics of a new song…Johnny’s Sexual Assault Accuser Cowan: “The World Moved on from the Disappointment of Panic Disorder”

“Immediately after the press conference, I was contacted by Keiko Fujishima Julie, the former president of Johnny’s, and we met face-to-face for about two hours. It was my first time to meet Ms. Julie, and I was anxious about what kind of person she would be. In reality, Ms. Julie is a gracious woman, like a member of the royal family. Ms. Julie said, ‘I really didn’t know. I am sorry,’ she apologized.

I understand that she wants to protect the idols in her office without making a big fuss. However, I thought it was wrong to hide the truth from her, so I told her, “Julie-san, you have to show your face and explain to her. I thought it would be better if Julie-san showed his face and explained the situation to the public. As you know, Julie released an apology video. It is historic that he even held a press conference and apologized for his office’s past. I feel it’s a big step forward.”

Cowan has since referred to sexual assault in various media. He also responded to a hearing at the National Assembly. Although the uproar is still ongoing, Cowan is slowly resuming her career as an artist.

The scars on my heart will never go away, but I don’t want people to feel sorry for me because I am a victim. I don’t want people to feel sorry for me, but to accept my work in a positive way. I want to write songs that give people courage and move them, not deny them.

My roots are in Brazil. I want to be a singer that moves not only Japan but also the whole world like Justin Bieber, whom I admire. What gives me a rebuke are the words of Michael Jordan, a former professional basketball player whom I respect and admire, engraved on my right shoulder. [Fate, get out of the way. I’m coming through.”

Cowan plans to release a new song called “My soul” in November. The lyrics include this passage.

I won’t run away, I won’t lose I’m not going to lose, I’m not going to lose, I’m not going to lose now, I’m going to carry this pain with me.

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